Frankly speaking, that's what I feel. Aku selalu imagine bila aku praktikal, tempat tak payah la ohsem kebaboom, cukup la sekadar rasa "berguna" as food tech student. And nowwwww, aku intern kat kilang N yang berstatus SME (T_T). My position is as trainee, with objective of assisting the company to get food safety assurance certificate, eg GMP, HACCP itu lah.
Sebelum ni aku baca kat blog InternshipDiaries bebudak food tech Unisza. Ada yang masuk lab, buat sensory evaluation test, join project new food product, etc yang berkaitan dengan food tech lah. I know my job is to assist the company get GMP status, but the time is not right. Kilang tak dapat machine lagi, so the whole processing is done manually. You get it? M-A-N-U-A-L-L-Y. Once dah dapat mesin, processing akan pindah kilang lain. So, how can I do my job? It drags time for me to develop manual for GMP and implementation of GMP requires 3 months. By that time, aku dah balik UPM dan sambung final year dengan bahagianya (*_*) For the time being, hari-hari aku mai kilang buang masa bukak fb, layan oh my media!, baca cara-cara nak ternak ayam, or baca jurnal akademik yang bosan tu kengkonon nak tambah ilmu :( kekadang kena buat kerja admin sikit. Seems like makan gaji buta kan? But then, aku fikir balik kerja aku bantu kilang dapat GMP ja, so fuck off!
Menyesal pulak aku tolak offer intern kat Jab. Kimia kat penang tu huhu. Offer tu aku pass kat kawan aku sebab dia duduk Georgetown. Walaupun jauh, at least aku boleh buat benda related dengan apa aku belajar. Tapi aku stay positif, mungkin ada hikmah Allah tak bagi aku intern kat Jab. Kimia (^_^)
All in all, aku hanya mampu tebalkan hati walaupun anak bos depan aku ni memekak nak ja aku hempuk kepala dia dan sabar ja. Lagi 11 minggu nak habis intern, lepas tu cheerios! 6 bulan dok sini gila tak bosan! Harap ada pekerja sini yang level hadek-hadek la mampu ceriakan hari-hari aku <3 Kalau ada peluang repeat, aku nak repeat intern aku ni. Start all good and fresh, at the right place hokay!
nota kaki: it feels good to start writing on blog. i could steam off my anger haih
nota kaki kena gangren: i want to write more, but due to P&C and takut dosa terngumpat bos aku, so kena censored some things.
nota kaki kena potong: tapi elaun intern ni lebat kot! rm500 (bukan kilang bayar k) sebab tu aku mampu bertahan haha!
