Unreachable Dream,for now

Have you ever felt in your life,when all the pressure came from all direction and you almost gave up everything?Yes,I had experienced that painful experience in my life.But it's more painful when you have nobody to lend their shoulders or at least to you give a box of tissue *if u know what i mean*  ToT

But,the pain is just part and parcel of my life so I let it go by itself,not even bothering to think about it many times although I felt I almost reaching the crashing point of my life.I built up my life back,put everything to the right track and became sane again.Hmm.

Dream.Everybody has their own dreams and so am I.My dream is all about to be free.Free to go anywhere,free to do anything that I want and free to achieve my dream.Sometimes I wonder,why I couldn't get what other could people get?I think and think and think.Then,I get the answer:everything is His plan,maybe if I can be patient today,maybe I can get what I want tomorrow.Allah knows what's the best for me,maybe what I want is not good for me.Just be patient and I'll get what I want.In shaa Allah =)