Hunger for THG

Err...Aku terr..beli novel The Hunger Games  
(sebenarnya dah lama simpan nawaitu nak beli) 
Aku beli guna duit elaun KPT aku la.Hihi.

Wallawey!Aku memang tak bukak buku la,asyik dok ngadap novel jaa..Pi kelas pun aku bawak.Ngee~die hard fan hunger games gitu.

May the odds be ever in your favor!

Syawal-Shopping month

Ni bukanlah post pasal schawal (harap maklum awal2)

Bulan ni aku spent duit aku (duit KPT sebenarnya!) paling banyak,entah berapa ratus keluar.Scroll down...

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Printer Canon (rasa macam cannon ball gedebush atas kepala aku)      RM179

Baju tiga helai (tak termasuk yg dibeli bulan2 lain) Ada offer maa   RM37
Ink printer (seronok print sampai ink habis)                       RM50

Novel Unravel Me                                                           RM33.90 (!)

Majalah + Al-Quran tafsir                                                RM26     

Crap stuffs                                                                    ??????

Total semua:                                                                 RM*%#&@

Lve Me or Hte Me

My heart is broken into tiny pieces.
My soul is shattered into tiny pieces.
I am a freak.
I am a freak.
I am strong.

The emotional wave washed over me.
Drowning me deeper and deeper.
I did not resurface.
I sank to the darkest bottom of my life.
I sank to the darkest bottom of my life.
I swam back against the enormous wave that tried to push me down to the darkest bottom of my life.

The beauty of universe.
The stars glued to the dark sky.
The moon is pinned to the pitch-black sky.
The warm sunshine kissed my skin.
The soft breeze whispered to my ears. 
The rainbow coloured my day.
The rainbow coloured my day.
Then I fell into the endless darkness.



 

Upside-down World

Today,is the worst day of my life.I got a call from my I-used-to-hate brother but he couldn't get through me because I dunno his phone number and I thought it was some crazy dudes *Lots of mysterious people called me this week*.So he called me using my mum's phone and BOOM!!BOOM!!BOOM!!He told me,my cat our cat,Puteh died from food poisoning.

Shocked across my mind.
My breath knocked out of me.
I lost my balance.
I can't believe that I had lost one of my love.

Then I got out of my house,pretending to call my sister but actually I found a good spot to hide and cried out loud and watched her pictures.It was a hard moment for me.Patut la aku rasa macam nak balik rumah ja lepas habis kelas kemarin.Rupanya dia nak mati.And now she's dead and my brother had buried her already.

I still remember the sweet moments when we slept together.
I still remember her craving for Smartheart jelly food.
I still remember the sound she made when she jumped from the kitchen bar *fish-hunting time*.
I still remember her purr when she slept soundly.
I still remember her big stomach when she was pregnant.
I still remember her mate,a white short-tail tomcat but very seductive!
I still remember the moment when my mum brought her home.She found Puteh in the middle of night and it was raining heavily.we were at our hometown when we took her as our pet.Puteh,was a cute kitten,hunger for her mother's milk and love and comfort.
I still remember every single thing about my cat.

She's dead.
She's dead.
She's dead.
She's dead,leaving her two children.

Beautifully-stretched life

I'm still thinking what I want in my life.
I have no ideas what I want to write on the blank pages of my life.
Flawless life,everyone's dream.
But still,there's no perfection in life.
Perfectly imperfect,is what we call.

I just want a beautiful yet smooth life.
I'd always imagined how my life would be.
And all I ever want is a beautifully-stretched life.
Even though is quite beauti-dully life,I'm still okay.
My life is all about surviving to keep me floating on the surface.
Whatever comes in my life,I'll face it and I'll say I'm fine.

Unreachable Dream,for now

Have you ever felt in your life,when all the pressure came from all direction and you almost gave up everything?Yes,I had experienced that painful experience in my life.But it's more painful when you have nobody to lend their shoulders or at least to you give a box of tissue *if u know what i mean*  ToT

But,the pain is just part and parcel of my life so I let it go by itself,not even bothering to think about it many times although I felt I almost reaching the crashing point of my life.I built up my life back,put everything to the right track and became sane again.Hmm.

Dream.Everybody has their own dreams and so am I.My dream is all about to be free.Free to go anywhere,free to do anything that I want and free to achieve my dream.Sometimes I wonder,why I couldn't get what other could people get?I think and think and think.Then,I get the answer:everything is His plan,maybe if I can be patient today,maybe I can get what I want tomorrow.Allah knows what's the best for me,maybe what I want is not good for me.Just be patient and I'll get what I want.In shaa Allah =)

3 Minggu Pertama Sebagai Student Asasi Palam

Perghh!!
Kat sini belajar memang laju gila,satu minggu satu chapter.Dahsyat kan?
Aku admit,sebagai ex-student MRSM memang agak susah aku nak adapt dengan environment study dia b'coz masa sekolah dulu,nganga mulut ja,semua cikgu suap.La ni kena pandai2 la nak belajar.Lecturer pun cakap macam tu gak..LOL *_______*

3 minggu pertama kat sini aku dah okay la nak adapt kat sini..ToT 
Memula tu susah gak nak adapt sebab ya la,tak kenal classmates gi.Macam2 pe'el ada ehh,ada yang mulut 24/7 bising,ada yang diam serupa mulut kena gam,ada yang macam biskut,sat ada sat tak dak *aku lettew*..Kelas aku,C10 ada 35 orang.Aku pun musykil gak,tak dak ka sapa nak keluaq pi tempat lain??Hehehe...Kalau nak cakap utara tu memang senipis bulu hidung la peluang nak cakap utara.Seksa betoi lidah aku nak cakap Kay-Ell.Muahaha +.+

Aku pun dah buleh terima dengan redha tangga maut tu.Hmm  =________=
Sabor jelah nak mencekik kat rafflesia pun pikior banyak kali,tambah2 lauk ikan.
La ni aku dah jadik pengguna setia bas rapid,siap buleh hafal gi nama drebar bas tu.Bas yang selalu aku naik bas pak cik kadapi *ganteng orangnya*
Musim jerebu ni pak cik pun pakai face mask ka?Hahahaha...Bila pak cik nak bagi saya naik bas free?
Pasar malam kat puncak alam memang best la *sebab banyak tudung murah2* dok nampak dahh duit elaun nak habeh kat mana.